Just laying here. Don't know why but I can't seem to fall asleep. Just cleaned out and organized everything on my computer. It makes me feel really good. I like it.
I'm trying really hard. Number one: its really hard. Number two: I don't see any benefits yet. In fact, I see negative effects.
I hope this doesn't discourage me, and I hope I am strong enough to stay on the this path.
This is the best I've ever done in years, I really hope i can do this.
