I can't keep doing this to myself. Putting myself in
that position. It's just plain painful. Why don't I learn from my mistakes? When it comes down to it, it really is my fault. How did I even let it get there? How'd I let it go so far. I need to quit, just stop.
Isn't it ironic, that the ones you love and trust the most, are the ones who kill you the most inside?
