Now that I look back at this post, I realize that my mission was pretty successful. Someone else did find me, although apparently I am not worthy enough to hold on to. Maybe I don't deserve more than that. What makes me so special. Why should I deserve more than anyone else. We're all human are we not? And I'm just me.
Maybe my problem is that I'm waiting for people to find me.
All I can do is try to be the best version of myself.